torn

torn inside
i see them laugh
their ugly, twisted smiles
i know he wishes he was with someone else
i know she doesn't love him
.....as much as i do
i love him but he hates me

annoying
childish
crazy
bitchy
clingy
and immature

that is what he called me
he said that to her
she told him my secrets
while i had no clue

torn inside
with my heart bleeding black
how will i fix this?
why should i?
can i?
i don't know